Budget: 700 UAH Deadline: 1 day
Good afternoon, Oleg!
Here is my version. I rewrote it from scratch:
Do you know what annoys me? The dress. It has been hanging for two years. Just staring.
Every morning you pretend not to notice. You walk by. Tea, phone, work. But you notice.
I won’t talk about loving yourself. That’s what people say when they have nothing to say or when they are afraid. I am not afraid.
Do you remember being angry? Not hysterical — angry. When there was something solid, cold, yours inside. When you knew exactly what you wanted and just went for it. Where did that go?
Because right now you are just functioning. Tea, phone, work. Everything is basically fine. Series-sleep-tomorrow the same. Not painful. Not joyful. Just nothing.
And do you know what’s the scariest thing about nothing? It doesn’t scream or warn. It just quietly takes away year after year while you scroll through your feed thinking you still have time.
Are you still angry? Even a little? Even at something? If yes — don’t touch that anger. You will need it.